While Greg is on his flight from Sacramento to Las Vegas to spend a weekend gambling and having a good time with his friend, Kalie and I will be volunteering at the Special Olympics in Davis… We’ll also be staying at Greg’s hotel in Sacramento and going out and having a great time! It’s going to be tons of fun but I will miss Greg like crazy.
I don’t know where my motivation and will power went on vacation for the past year or so but it’s safe to say its back and it feels great!
I can’t sleep when Greg’s not in bed with me. It’s been the same pattern for five months and it’s tough but it’s worth every single second we do have together. It could be worse, at least he’ll be on this project in Sacramento for longer than six months. He’s the only person to ever make me this happy or make me feel so complete, so it’s just my luck that we can’t spend every moment together. We won’t be together Monday until Thursday night every week until who knows when. I miss him, the honest to goodness feeling of just having him share the air with me. I miss how he kicks in his sleep, how he stops kicking holds me then steals all the covers just to wake up and cover me back up a few moments later. I miss how when he wakes up in the morning and starts talking before opening his eyes all the way and I love how he kisses me and then squeezes his eyes closed and grins like he’s saving the moment for later.
Exhausted. This week has been rough. Long days at work, going to the gym for twice as long as I usually do and then going home to cuddle my dog. I think I’m fighting a cold or maybe just allergies.